dazed dee

flu..

2010-01-13T23:23:00.002+08:00

My nose can fall out now.. Because of the flu.. =.='''

i feel like my nose like broken pipe.. keep on dripping liquid out.. hahaahahha..

conclusion: i'm sick..

ps: my uni started.. yet an holiday has come and go..

back to blogging

2009-10-04T00:34:00.002+08:00

i am back to blogging..

like the title suggested.. i think i need to blog.. at least my life has a purpose other than studying like hell in order to maintain my cgpa.

it's been a year i din blog but i din left the blogger scene one step.. because i still like stlking other ppl's blog and get to know their lifes.. i did follow nuffnang promo too.. but i din make an effort to join.. because i was busy then.. but now i am at my bussiest time.. how ironic it is to choose this time around to start blogging again..

so swt right?

2008-05-07T01:03:00.008+08:00

MUNZ!! you're right!!

i'm a lousy blogger.. i admit it.. i think i more than lousy.. i'm terrible..

it's has been 13 days into my almost 3 months holiday and i din even update my blog.. i'm a very very very lazy girl.. no munz kick my butt ask me do blogging.. w2

do u guys want to know what i've been doing these two weeks??? kekekekeke....on the 1st day..

i went karaoke with my uni mates.. 4 of us.. all girls.. we went for the lunch session in red box sg wang.. for one of my uni mates this trip very special.. coz it's her 1st time sing k.. so.. the other 3 of us are trying to make her more comfortable but ended up 3 of us sing the most.. (there were only 3 mics.. hehe..)

after that we went to take photo sticker!! yeah.. long long time din go take d.. skill rusty rusty d.. haha.. havent take the picture o.. find one day i take pictures and upload k.. promised promised.. need to write down on my planner d..

after a kelam-kabut (chaotic) sticker photo taking.. we say sayonara to sook yee.. and u guys thought our outing is over right..? NO! you're wrong..

me, kin and fennie went back to red box.. continue sing k.. kakakakaka.. bcoz we got a coupon for a free 1/2 hour in the transparent room..(there were a better name for tat room.. juz only tat i forgot wat it called..) hehehe.. it's my 1st time singing in tat small transparent glass room. very nerve wrecking.. and embarrassing.. i swear they can hear us outside if they standing near our door..

free half an hour became... 2 hours... wakakakakaka.. we really stay long.. and the best part is they din even ask us leave.. until.. other customer want to use the room la. haha..

after tat we all went home..

the 2nd day onwards.. till the 12th day..

on an ordinary day with no plans.. i will be.. sleeping, eating, watch tv-ing, fetch sister home-ing, online-ing, watching drama on my laptop and do some light exercise.. (the last one i only added it to make me feel much much better)

i have watched

and i am now watching..

all of the above is only Chinese drama.. the english drama i currently is following loyally is ....

Gossip Girls, Ugly Betty and my favourite Grey's Anatomy..!!

so.. you see.. i'm pretty busy also.. but if anyone need a kaki go watch movie dun hesitate to call me.. i dun dare to watch movie in cinema alone.. T.T

y am i alone? coz my 3 best frens all dumped me.. sob sob..

one in AUS, one on attachment (not those email ones) and one helping her dad in her dad's shop..

the 12th day..

i went to mid valley with yiu sing.. yeah..

we have our lunch in zanmai sushi at the gardens.. i bump into 2 of my senior in upm.. they are working there.. honestly.. i think the zanmai sushi in sunway is more delicious.. hehe.. my yakisoba is a bit too wet..

then.. we went to watch 'run papa run'.. i pretty excited about watching this movie.. during the movie yiusing said i made too much sound effect.. but it's not my fault.. the movie made me made those sound effects la.. the movie not bad but it din made me cry.. i somewhat a bit dun understand the ending.. but no worry.. yiusing explained to me d..

after the movie.. we went to shoe-hunting.. during shoe-hunting.. we bump into meiling.. turns out yiusing knew meiling.. they were both student reporter for the same daily before.. wat a small world right?

and these are taken after lunch before bill.. hehe..

with flash

without flash

oh ya.. i been tagged by munz.. will do the tag tmr.. sleepy d..

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2008-03-23T19:29:00.002+08:00

real random..
langkawi 2007

2008-03-23T19:08:00.002+08:00

random pictures..

Happy Valentine's Day

2008-02-14T13:09:00.006+08:00

bloggie.. sorry for abandon u ..

hey guys.. been away for a very long time.. all due to my laziness..

first of all.. HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!

secondly.. HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!

last sunday a close friend of mine went to Aus to continue her studies.. and she arrived there safe and sound.. miss her a lot..

u know sometimes writers have writer block.. now i'm experiencing blogger block.. i dunno wat i shud talk about in this post.. there's a lot had happened.. i dunno where shud i start..

now i updating mt blog is for the sake of my close-friend-who-went-to-Aus..

so i think i shud juz say wat i'm doing now..

i'm in computer lab of my uni.. waiting for my lab exercise to start which is an hour later.. bored..

today is valentine's day.. if u ask me did i receive any flowers, present, love letter or do i have any plans today? the answer is no.. this year v-day for me is like any other days of the year.. nothing special as my special some one is not around.. a lonely v-day..

in the past i used to be a fond believer of v-day.. i will be giving chocolates to everyone i love.. girls, boys. young, old.. it's a big celebration as.. '' love is in the air ''.. now all tat is in the past..

where is my v-day mood gone to?? i want my old self back.. after i have a long deep thought.. i came to the conclusion of.. it must the the exam stress.. the stress have taken its toll on me.. and everyone's expectation of the 4-pointer.. it's really stressful as i'm not tat kind tat get good result all the time.. and later tonight it will be more stressful..

later tonight my hostel will hav their own cert giving ceremony for those high achivers and my seat number is 3.. so darn in front right.. and i missed rehearsal yesterday.. i dunno wat shud i do at there.. wish me luck.. hehe..

love is in the air

suddenly i felt i hav no life.. T.T

hiagen diaz munz yen

2007-11-23T20:25:00.001+08:00

PICTURE POST!these 2 evil forces kidnapped me for the better when i in the middle of finals..

which foot is mine?
no.x and no.xx
no.9999 buying shoes..
the pleasure is mine..
should we order this one?

what this? a contest form? ya!
thinking hard..and we come out with this..
the fondue..

we ate all the ice cream 1st and leave all the rest for last..

and that.. end my post.. keke..

i'm stupid

2007-11-21T00:11:00.000+08:00

I'm Pretty Stupid..

you go to university supposed to make a bunch of friends, either male or female.. you supposed to have a lot.. you supposed to be friendly too.. reaching out your hands to your course mate..

but i'm totally different.. i shut off any boys who is trying to talk to me.. apparently my heart says that it's wrong to have conversation with a guy when u're not single..

in secondary school.. i would be the girl who say 'hi' to everyone.. young old big small tall short.. and i mean everyone.. i was friendly.. i was cheeky.. i was playful.. and some say flirty.. i was one of the guys.. everyone loves me (i like to think i am).. apparently that girl is lost.. i cant find her anywhere..

now i see how stupid i am.. i missed out a lot in the 1st semester for friendship.. i'm supposed to know them all in orientation.. but i shut it out.. so stupid......

boys can be helpful at times.. if he has a car he help big time.. in assignment too.. or events..

i'm hating the stupid me..

this post is from a sudden urge.. please pardon my disorganise words..

fyi.. HE has a bunch of female frens there.. this makes me even angry.. at the stupid me.. and him

fetch keat home

2007-11-18T22:48:00.001+08:00

thursday i go fetch babykeat from LCCT.. i drive to there with munz.. with a new car.. hehe..

while waiting for munz..
while waiting for keat in LCCT.. munz feed her tummy with french fries..

chocolate from Labuan..

picking her bottle.. hehe..

me and the darker keat..

after i fetch him from LCCT.. we ended up lost..

we drive till Seremban.. and brought siew pau back..

ok.. it's pretty embrassing.. but.. it ended up become ahalf day tour of Seremban.. haha..

life is so unpredictable..

2007-11-10T14:21:00.000+08:00

光良不會分離

currently i love this song.. the 1st time i hear it on the radio.. tears flow from my eyes.. i dunno why.. it's not tat i'm sad at that moment.. either is i happy.. i dunno.. anyway.. i think it's touching.. so enjoy..

here's are the lyrics..

[歌詞] 光良-不會分離

作詞：光良作曲：光良

明天我們暫時要分離電話中你不捨的語氣
你說可不可以放你的心在行李
跟著我飛行我們就可以永遠不分離

每天要聽一次我愛你你說這樣會感覺貼心
如果說我離去你的心會下起雨
滿天是烏雲整個世界少了空氣

把你抱在懷裡我們沒有言語
感覺離別前兩顆心在一起
我們抱在懷裡我們不想言語
今天以後留下回憶我們可以溫習
我愛你不言語這一刻天在哭泣

離別那天你為我送行說好我們不難過傷心
我說可不可以一路握你的手心
放在我懷裡這樣才能感覺你的呼吸

站在離境門前看著你臉上你捨不得的表情
如果說我可以用全宇宙的魔力
讓時間暫停讓我們可以不分離

把你抱在懷裡我們沒有言語
感覺離別前兩顆心在一起
我們抱在懷裡我們不想言語
今天以後留下回憶我們可以溫習
我愛你不言語這一刻天在哭泣

把你抱在懷裡我們沒有言語
感覺離別前兩顆心在一起
我們抱在懷裡我們不想言語
今天以後留下回憶我們一起溫習
我愛你不言語這一刻天在哭泣

把你抱在懷裡我們沒有言語
感覺離別前兩顆心在一起
我們抱在懷裡我們不想言語
今天以後留下回憶我們一起溫習
我愛你不言語這一刻天在哭泣
我愛你不放棄這一刻不想分離
不會分離不會分離不會分離
不會分離不會分離不會分離

bye bye my beloved waja..

2007-11-09T10:40:00.000+08:00

Bye Bye My Beloved WAJA..

juz a few minutes ago.. my waja was driven away.. far far away from me.. T.T

not by thief.. but by second hand car seller (all the way from johor).. *sob* i say goodbye to him with watery eyes..

i did drive in him for 2 years.. T.T i have feelings for him.. really cant let him go..

many memories..
i had my 1st accident with him.. stpm with him.. timesquare.. 1u... time alone with keat and many more..

i purposely wake up early this morning to take picture with him..

he sad too..

bye bye.. may u find a better owner in the near future.. dun let ppl separate u apart k?

bye.. T.T

就是要寵你　寵你　寵上了天

2007-11-07T23:14:00.001+08:00

就是要寵你　寵你　寵上了天
天堂整個搬到你身邊
就是要寵你　寵你　寵上了天
讓誰都羨慕　都讚美　讓誰都傻眼

i need someone to sayang me..
i need someone to worship me like i'm a goddess..

feel like we are drifting apart..

jay chou's rainbow

2007-11-01T11:39:00.000+08:00

jay chou - rainbow

this story is so like mine.. except the boy are dying part.. =p
loving this mv..
oh.. and i grab this from vvens
dun tell her ya.. hehe..

feelings i cant explain

2007-10-25T15:39:00.000+08:00

i wrote this yesterday night.. the urge are so great tat it even get me out of my comfy bed and lead me to my study room..

here goes..

this feeling i can't explain,
this feeling i can't describe,
this feeling i can't define,
this feeling i can't predict.

this feeling makes me happy,
this feeling makes me anxious,
this feeling makes me guilty,
this feeling excite me.

this feeling i hate,
this feeling i love,
this feeling i treasue,
this feeling i long for.

this feeling takes my breath away.

have you ever felt this way before..
as if it suck the life out of you..

my hearts pumps fast,
my mind spinning,
i'm not myself,
unrequited love.

innocence lyrics

2007-10-25T15:23:00.000+08:00

Waking up I see that everything is OK
The first time in my life and now it's so great
Slowing down I look around and I am so amazed
I think about the little things that make life great

I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling

This innocence is brilliant
I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect
Please don't go away
I need you now
And I'll hold on to it
Don't you let it pass you by

I found a place so safe, not a single tear
The first time in my life and now it's so clear
Feel calm, I belong, I'm so happy here
It's so strong and now I let myself be sincere

I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling

It's a state of bliss, you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry
It's a state of bliss, you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry

It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry
This innocence is brilliant
Makes you wanna cry
This innocence is brilliance
Please don't go away
Cause I need you now
And I'll hold on to it
Don't you let it pass you by

qian yi..

2007-10-14T23:38:00.000+08:00

this is like normal sunday.. wake up around noon.. lazying around the house.. surfing the net.. watch tv.. eat.. study..

untilll....

around 10 pm..

my mum reading the China Press Daily on net..

calling me out..

telling me a ferry going to Tioman Island have caught fire..

it's like a mini titanic..

lecturing me about safety on boat.. ''u hav to wear life jacket the 1st time u on board.. blah.. blah..''

then it struck me..

the other day i heard munz say Qianyi going to Tioman.. on 13th..

"mummy, when is the accident happened?"

"yesterday.. 13th oct.."

*thunder struck*

i immediately call munz..

when she pick up the phone.. i trying to be calm.. asking her wat day Qian going? when she said 13th.. i panic.. i was mumbling.. my voice trembles.. telling everything tat i know.. which i think munz hardly understand me..

but munz voice is cool.. and i know she is annoyed by me.. =.=

so.. i ask her to call qian.. "call her now" i said..
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"her phone engaged la.." munz said..
"i guess her phone engaged is a good thing right? means she safe.. coz she's on the phone with some one.." i said..
"guess so.." munz said..
"can u sms her?" i said..
"ok.." munz said..

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i called keat.. he is freak out as i am.. he ask me to call her house..

but i have no guts to call her.. we are not tat close anymore..

but still i worry..

so i called munz.. i wanted to ask her to call qian's house..

munz phone is engaged..
oh god.. please let me get thru..

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i waited.. wanted to try again.. (calling munz.)

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munz called!!

and qian is on that burning ferry..
she is now safe and sound at her home..

thank god.. thank god she's safe.. her family's safe..

[i called her later.. she told me wat happened and the proses how she survived the tragedy]

she's a lucky girl!!

when listening to her tale.. i almost cry.. thinking i almost loses a friend crushed me..

i never in my life loses a friend.. and i dun want it to start now..

please god.. bless all my family , friends and loved ones.. bless them with good health and safety..

at the end of the day.. i realise even when u have eventually lose contact with friends..
deep down inside.. u still care.. u still worry.. u still give a damn..
is this wat they say friends forever?
i wonder.....

hehe.. goodnight all.. and to all who hav loses sombody in this ferry tragedy..
i sincerely sorry.. may god be with them..

japanese curry rice

2007-09-22T01:49:00.000+08:00

i made Japanese curry rice the other.. and i'll post the recipe later.. below are the pics.. enjoy.. i know u're drooling.. keke..

potatoes and carrots.. onions too.. not in the pic though..

before i add the curry paste.. it's smell a bit like abc sup..

after i put in the paste.. and boiling.. with flash..

without flash..

potatoes, carrots, onions, chicken..

the finished product with flash..

supposed to focus on the rice.. but it ended but focusing the plant.. ahahha..

without flash..

trying to be artistic..

and this two cutie got to taste my cooking.. with extra mouth my curry still cannot be finish.. coz.. i made 10 serving.. blur me.. din even realise.. i chop all the stuff only i realise.. =.="

and forgive the short short sentences.. sleepy.. will edit soon.. after i revised my exam on mon..

2007-09-06T18:20:00.001+08:00

what am i doing lately..?

been... on holidays..

not quite.. just middle sem break.. and now i'm home.. yeah..

actually.. been home for quite a few days.. almost a week.. and my break are gonna end soon.. sad..

been.. reading harry potter book 7.. been eating japanese buffet.. been shopping.. been eating and yam chaing with girlfrens.. been watching hong kong drama.. been sleeping 12 hours a day(lack of sleep in hostel).. been doing a lot of things..

and now.. i'm having exam next week.. been studying..

lacking of inspiration.. lacking of words.. so.. i'll let the pic to do the talking.. a lil' peek of my current life..

i baked muffins..!!

before..

after..

love love muffins..

chocolate chip muffins with a lot of loves.. keke..

my room at uni's hostel.. presenting.. my BED !!

my closet.. tat hello kitty it's not mine.. it already there when i move in.. quite cute..

my study table which apparently glue forever to the wall.. and above it.. there'a a lot of freaking spiders building freaking big web.. i scare those insects will fell down on my head one day.. hope it never will..

another side of the room.. which no one uses.. except me..

the empty bed.. who want to overnight can sleep here.. but bed sheet not included.. bring ur own.. keke..

the oh so big ceiling fan.. now u guys know why there's a stand fan there.. it's freaking hot sometimes..

my door..

the entrance..

the freaking bridge which i have to climb everyday.. i know with my pic u cant feel the narowness.. but it is really narrow.. one small wrong step u'll be rolling down..

course night at bukit jalil golf resort.. the theme is beach wear..

me, shiang ying, zoey, fannie, sook yee..

group pic

rainbow.. at tat night.. nice right..

qian ling, me, wan ling, amy..

choi li, me..

fennie, shiang ying, chu hong, sook yee, me, foong kin..

me..!!

all these happen a few weeks ago.. now.. gonna back to study la..

signing off..

byez..

misses everyone..

2007-08-11T12:00:00.000+08:00

misses everyone..

yesterday i went out to have dinner with munz and yen.. 2 weeks i din see munz and about a few months i din see yen.. although we din see each other for so long.. this doesnt make our relationship sour.. the moment we saw each other.. we can click instantly like old times..

we chatted, update each other, sometimes teasing each other.. but i have fun.. really appreciate u guys.. seriously.. hehe..

after our dinner.. aren came.. poor little fellow.. almost lost.. hahahaha..

ok.. i dun blame him la.. hehe..

when aren came, we juz back to old times again.. dunno y i got some homey feeling when talking to him.. make me all warm inside.. and i figure out.. he was and is like a family to me.. it's like i found back my long lost bro or something.. the little time for our yam cha-ing is not enuff.. thee are so much i wanna tell u.. so much i wanna ask u.. so much so much till not enuff time.. plus i'm having my exam now.. but nvm.. i'll see u on the 19 k?

after all the meet old friends stuff.. made me misses everyone.. everyong that is out of kl.. jac.. keat.. ruth.. andrew.. even those in kl i misses them too.. mafia.. chee.. ching.. vian.. san.. many many more.. made me wanna one by one msg them and said i miss u.. ok.. i'm going to do juz about that tonight.. hehe..

oh.. and.. anyone have die hard 4.0 and simpson the movie dvd.. can lend me?
hehe..

well.. tat's about it.. later i'm going back to my hostel to do group assignment.. but dun worry.. i'm going to sleep at home..... tilll........ monday only.. sob sob..

every monday i have to drag my big butt and back to uni life.. which never suited me well.. haihz..

nex time we going to talk about rape cases k? but i dunno when is next time.. to those who really eager to know.. (i'm not the victim..) msg me if u see me online or juz call.. k?

bye guys.. bye bloggie.. dunno when i'll update again.. i misses u bloggie.. hate upm for blocking blogspot.. bye..

shop for uni clothes..

2007-06-21T23:29:00.000+08:00

today..

went to wisma mca with babykeat.. he want to try to appeal.. he want to change his uni..

blur case when we in the office.. many ppl appealing..

i saw jun fai there and say hi.. chat with him awhile then go home..

my mum fetch baby keat back d.. then she go to mid with me.. i ned to shop for my uni clothes..

apparently.. i have to wear collared shirt or blouse all the time.. cannot wear jeans.. so.. i have to buy lo.. as i have none.. hehe..

i actually thinking of buying 3 blouse and 2 pants..

i ended up buying 5 blouse and 1 pant.. not balance right? and i juz found out i need skirt too.. black colour.. and shoe , clack colour too.. T_T buying too much.. shud plan 1st before i buy..

so.. i still need one pants and one skirt and one pair of shoes.. anybody knows where to get office lady clothes where it's reasonable, comfortable and chic.. hehe..

i went in to g2000, padini, seed, mng, jaya jusco, xoxo, naf naf..

updates!! - uni result

2007-06-20T23:04:00.000+08:00

Today.. *edited*

i wake up unusually early today.. i can even wait for my babykeat to call me wake up.. =.='' normally my morning start around 1230pm.. keke.. all because of the late night checking offer letter la.. offer letter cant open on in the afternoon and morning..

after me totally stand up and get away from the bed.. i only got 5 mins to prepare and go out open cimb bank account for uni with babykeat.. i told myself i wont be late.. but i ended up using 15 mins.. =p hehe.. thank god my babykeat know me well enough and forgive the late me.. hahaha..

when we are about to start filling up forms to open saving account there.. the counter lady say u have to have minimun rm 250 to open an account.. and i got only rm 50 with me.. oh no~~ (to be continue..)

actually yesterday babykeat did told me we need rm 250 to open account after he check the cimb website.. but my mum and me hear from my cousin tat they only need rm 20.. so.... my mum thought it's the same and give me only rm 50.. w1.. so.. i cant blame anyone but myself..

(continue....) so my babykeat have to hold my hand cross big and dangerous road, climb up and down, avoiding motorcycles in order to arrive safely in maybank for me to withdraw money..

thank god again i have money in my maybank account..

when we are waiting for the bank book and stuff.. i have many capturing moments thingy going on in my head.. want to remember every moment before he go to sabah.. many times i keep thinking how things are when he's not around.. it's going to be so awkward.. and each time i'm feel like crying when i'm thinking of those stuff.. [i cried]

sad......

then after we got our bank card.. we go back to our secondary school.. my babykeat need check something from school.. did manage to tell teachers of my varsity result.. and did chat with them a bit.. met a few friend of me and babykeat..

in the evening.. we go mid valley shopping.. shop for baby's formal wear.. g2000 have sales till the 24th.. i'm going back there tmr with my mum.. babykeat manage to buy 3 shirts.. and spotted a nice and cheap pant in seed..

how about me? i cant seem to concentrade.. so i'm doing shopping tmr.. hehe..

anyway, y need to wear formal wear in uni? y cant just jeans and t-shirt.. hmm... doesn't it be more comfortable? haihz.. and y 1st year must live in hostel.. the uni and my house only 15mins drive away.. =.='' too many question marks..

tuesday 19/6

wake up late... (noon).. as usual.. went to eat lunch with mafia.. half of the mafia.. i'm the only girl.. they play chinese chess the whole time(except when they are eating..).. so.. i only observe and buat tahu.. hahahaha..

then fetch sis home..

after that.. me and babykeat go to pearlpoint.. purpose: ask digi about the package they can offer us when baby keat go sabah.. and the guy tat is attending us is a student of our school.. same batch some more.. haha.. weird.. but he did a great job explaining to us which package we shud get.. although i need to ask him to explain to me twice.. because the 1st time i hear him say midnight call sub line.. which is totally not make sense at all.. the the 2nd time he say main line call sub line.. =.=''

note to myself --> please dun ever say main line in midnight sound.. ahhahahahahaha..

he is really funny.. me and babykeat going to faint at that moment.. hahaha..

about the package.. he say we shud open a main line and a sub line.. u can call each other free.. everyday.. no limit.. wat's the catch? ans: u have to pay rm 70 for BOTH lines..

the very very very very very cheap lo.. my maxis phone bill is around rm 200 plus lo every month.. postpaid some more..

no worries guys.. i'm not planning to change my phone number.. but in any case u cant reach me because that my phone is off.. u'll know i'm calling babykeat.. and please be tolerant.. we need all the time we can get..

cried myself to sleep.. eyes wake open.. mind keep imagine the future with babykeat.. devastating..

monday 18/6

when i am fetching my sis.. waiting for her at esso with babykeat.. foong yoke msg me saying the varsity result are out.. *shocked* then shiang ying call me telling me the result is out.. *stunted* then she said she got into universiti putra malaysia(upm) and her course is bachelor of economics..

wah.. at that time i was like.. ''wat ?! seriously? congrats..! how about me? help me check too.. i'm not in home now.. wow thanks.. fast fast tell me k? i'm so nervous now..''

keat nervous too.. both of us nervous together.. haha..

clock is ticking and my phone still havent ring..

tick tock tick tock..

moment before my sis get in to my car..

finally.. shiang ying msg me --> same oso..

i call her not a second later.. then she said.. ''it's upm.. econs too.. it's same as me..!''

i cant stop smiling.. i tell everyone that are beside me.. btw, it's my 1st choice..

i'm happy.. still a bit doubtful.. she wont make a practical joke out of me right? but still.. it's a great news.. hehe..

i met my mum when i'm entering our house.. i told her my great news.. she's happy for me too.. and she oso telling everybody tat are close to us.. hehe..

to confirm again.. i re-check it again.. re-confirm again.. and again and again and again.. hahahahahhaha..

the terrible news come now.....

baby keat got civil engineering.. yeah!! great..!! BUT.. it's in UMS.. Universiti Malaysia Sabah...

Atom bomb just went off..

then water tape burst.. tears flowing out like it's out of control.. (a bit exaggerating..) but i feel like tat la..

then i kinda not so remember wat happen next.. memories blur blur.. only remember i am sad more than i am happy..

i'm a gloomy dee that day..

sunday 17/6

all day trying to beat a room escape game called My Diamond baby.. freaking difficult u know..

i feel my brain going to explode whenever i play this game..

no pics for this game.. i;m too tired to remember to capture pics.. sorry ya..

but this game i highly recommended.. i spends pretty much 3 -4 days to beat it.. u cant save some more.. each time i have to restart and restart again.. it's driving me crazy..

some clues are easy to find but if u dunno how to apply.. u'll get stuck again.. and again.. it's pretty annoying and need a lot of patience.. not ur normal flash game..

this game is so brilliant, it makes u wonder is the creator a genius or somthing.. and it's based on a real room.. cool..

i beat it around midnight.. and there a conquerer list.. maybe u'll find me there.. hehe.. the ending are touching.. aww~~

the only bad point of the game is.. u have to know how to read music scripts.. or else.. but thanks to the advancement of technology today.. answers are just a google away.. (i hope i know this sooner.. =.='')

go try it.. go google my diamond baby la..

satursay 17/6

baby olivia's full moon party..!! she is munz's bro lil child.. very very cute.. small small.. haha.. very cute o.. a lot of ppl are there.. catering..

olivia's mum very pretty tat day..

me and babykeat is the 1st guest that arrive o.. keke.. got the 1st glance of baby olivia.. but she is sleeping.. not fun at all..

went back early bcoz of the many dangerous robbery cases in johor bahru.. mummy very worry.. so we went back early lo..

game

2007-06-15T02:20:00.000+08:00

GAMES!!

play eyemaze games all day today.. haha.. kiet siew send it to me... it's kinda weird suddenly kiet siew msg me in msn and asked me to play the game.. as we normally wont speak to each other although we know each other.. he is one of baby's good fren.. anyway i played of the games.. 1st is chronon ver.0 , grow rpg, grow cube. among the three i like chronon the best.. as i only took 3 hours to beat it.. [pretty proud of myself now.. *winks*] ... continue with kiet siew story.. as it turns out.. he is mistaken me for keat(baby).. haha.. our nickname is very confusing indeed sometimes.. haha..

this 3 games i played are difficult but the only game tat i continuously(din take rest, no distractions) beating it is chronon.. see.. i am so determine to win it.. in 3 hours i got 100/100 and a happy ending [bragging again, real proud now.. =) ].. but i did have baby's help a bit only o.. so it's not cheating..

the rpg i beat it d.. but the cube i still trying.. lacking the patience to play.. haha..

here are some hint for chronon..

u have to think of a way to release the yellow person inside the cage.. there are items in the clock.. it's like a cuckoo clock.. mm.. then u have to hatch the egg.. open the treasure box.. cook dinner.. i think i written too much.. and fire are a big probs for many of the gamers.. i let the pic do the talking..and this is my 100/100 happy ending.. hehe..

try it.. especially chronon and tell me how u felt about it.. if u are stuck..let me know.. i give u more hints hints.. hehe..

chronon ver.0 , grow rpg , grow cube .

Movie Review

2007-06-13T22:59:00.000+08:00

Recently i watch the movie pirates of the Caribbean at world's end, 200 pounds beauty, and shrek 3..

2 again to refresh i dunno u guys but i think Pirates Of The Caribbean 3 is quite good.. worth to watch if u're a pirates fan.. or u are like me.. me who love johnny depp.. hehe.. but u have to watch POTCur memory in order to understand what the movie talking about.. there are lots of surprises which make u wow.. johnny depp are funny as ever.. keira have her dream come true after all.. and the stone crabs are just too adorable..

rating: 8/10

as for the 200 pounds beauty i give the movie a huge thumb-up.. i love love love Kim Ah Joong.. i heart heart heart the song 'maria'.. this movie have the magic tat make u singing tat song even u're home.. and will motivate u to search downloads of the song.. trust me.. i am not the only one.. even boys.. ya.. boyS.. love tat song.. it is no doubt a comedy.. but this movie definitely will captures ur heart and make u touched.. some (me) even cried in the cinema.. [laugh all u can, i dun care] i suggest u go watch the movie without reading the synopsis (like me), let urself have a good surprise won't harm u..

rating: 9/10 (fyi: love her skinny clothes)

mmm.. shrek 3.. 1 hour and a half are all too short.. this movie is funny as it should be.. the story line went thru too fast sometimes i felt i am still reading the previous page but the next page have already begun.. some jokes are pretty funny.. some are just disgusting.. i cant remember much of the scenes as it went thru my eyes too quickly.. for those who love shrek, should watch this third sequence.. there are cute babies coming out.. haha.. real cute..

rating: 7/10

sorry for the lack of updates.. i will try my best to update everyday ya..

updates after a long absent

2007-05-18T20:15:00.000+08:00

updates!!

as u can see in my latest entry before this i said i will updates soon..

u guys must me wondering where i am?

where am i disappearing to?

hehe.. i was juz lazy.. and finally.. i get my butt seated in front of the comp and do a major long updates of 12 days..

ok..

on May 6 (sunday).....

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nah.. i'm not tat stupid.. fooled u..

or i was juz syok sendiri?? hmmmm.. =.=

well in this 12 days.. (including may 6) i went back to Melaka and Ipoh respectively with my mother..

i went back to melaka is because my grandma have a heart problem.. so i went to visit her at her house.. not in hospital la.. but i think going to have operation soon..

as for ipoh is solely juz accompanying my mother.. well u can say it's kinda boring there..

then i watched..

SPIDER MAN 3

Nice show.. hehe.. kept my eyes on the screen.. and sorry sis.. u have school so next time u go with ur frens k?

after tat.. (it was monday may 7) i went to...

EYE ON MALAYSIA

with baby keat..

yeah..

finally..

it was beautiful but i thought the view is going to be breathtaking but it isn't near tat level at all..

i'm there around 7 sth or 8.. i thought i'm going to see the city lights but the lights are not much.. so it's kinda disappointing..

then the other days are hanging out with frens or saty at home.. kinda boring..

till... this monday..

this monday till thursday i've been studying hard for a exam tat my mother want be to take in order to help her achieve her goals..

it's an exam which enable me to be come an insurance agent.. (sound: thunder)

yes yes.. me.. will.. sell.. u guys insurance in the near future.. (haihz) please dun slam the door on my face in the future k?

and have u heard?? jin sern selling insurance too.. hmm!! rampas my business..

but nvm.. i forgive him.. for once.. next time i wont be so mercy..

continue with my updates.. as u can see.. the exam is quite difficult..

i'm confused with all the insurance term..

getting brain freeze once in a while during the exam..

in the end.. i got a grade C..

pathetic? i know..

sad.. cant get a B or A..

but at least i'm passed.. and there is one more exam to go..

the next exam in on the next coming friday afternoon.. (sob.. sob..)

and tmr my mother have plans for me too.. and i'm busy too..

to all my frens who are waiting for my pics from melaka trips.. i juz discovered i have a slight problems with the camera's memory card.. i will try in out in keat's comp and see it can be fix or not.. sorry ya.. i tot i uploaded it all.. sorry..

updates

2007-05-06T01:52:00.000+08:00

May 1 - May 2 tues & wed (briefly)

Went on a trip with my girls to the historic city MELAKA.It is a truly spontaneous trip which turns out to be surprisingly fun.. while with some mishaps along the way.. going to update pretty soon..

May 3 thurs (briefly)

Rest at home all day exclude fetching my sis home.. have to get comfortable at home with an extra living in my house.. the extra is my cousin sister from ipoh(my mom's side) which apparently on a 2 months holiday from her uni's 1st year who deciding on taking a vacation here in kl and staying with us.. not tat i dun welcome her.. juz tat.. i dun really tat close to my mom's side's relative.. we dun talk much.. it's really uncomfortable coz i have to give way to her and like made her comfortable or something like tat.. when my mom ask her when she going home she say she dunno.. i wish she will go home soon.. i feel unnatural around her.. and there one more person using my computer.. tat's the coz of my lack of updating..

May 4 fri (briefly)

my cousin still here.. unfortunately..

baby keat gave me a surprise while my car being washed.. guess wat?? hehe.. a LINKIN PARK PRE SALE RECEIPT.. ooww... *touched*.. damn happy.. but becoz something we said he bad mood d.. and something he said made me bad mood oso.. so we kinda have a big fight.. and later ok d.. so.. conclusion is.. we are fine.. hehe..

May 5 sat (briefly)

she still here..

my mom receive a phone call from melaka saying my grandmother having a heart problem and have admitted into a hospital.. supposed to go back today but.. my cousin wants to go out till 10pm today so my mom change it to tmr.. this have stir anger between my sister and my mom.. coz my sis really wants to go back today and my mom din inform us about her latest decision.. we both been waiting for her to come home only to discover the plan had change.. this made my sis very angry and refuse to have dinner with us.. haihz..

will edit this post when i'm home from melaka..

the sizing abit off.. the blogger hang and become like tat.. i keep editing but it's still the same.. so sorry guys..

jap curry with rice and chicken chop

2007-04-28T22:50:00.000+08:00

wat is today's agenda?? cooking!!!

today my mom has classes she need to attend so i'm in charge of today's lunch.. i thinking japanese curry with rice.. and chicken chop.. hehe..

woke up late today.. fortunately for me.. i marinated the chicken yesterday. so i only have to cook them.. easy..
there u have it.. my japanese curry chicken chop with white and brown rice..

look delicious eh? hehe..

it has cubed potatoes and carrots inside..

yummy yummy.. yeah!!

the Japanese curry i brought from supermarket under the Japanese food section.. which i blog it before.. it's very easy u just have to reheat it and vola.. but it can be quite expensive.. as i only brought 1 serving of the curry.. so i have to share it with my sis.. the curry u see here is half of the 1 serving.. which is not enough for me.. *sob* next time i'll be smarter and read the fine print.. wont repeat it again.. hehe..

ipoh trip..

2007-04-27T19:42:00.001+08:00

can u guess where am i going?

nice..

beautiful..

huh? hehe..

smoke?? no.. mist.. mind u this is not morning.. it's around 5pm..

nice shot right? or not.. i think there are nice.. can u guess where am i headed? hehe.. i'm going back to my mom's home town.. ipoh with my mom.. as i cant felt asleep on the way there in order to chat with her and keep her alert so i take pictures.. there are still a lot in my phone.. lazy to upload them..

we are going back to see how my grandmother's house doing? my mother and her brothers and sisters are rebuilding the old house for my grandmother..

another highlight when i'm in ipoh is that.. me and my mom brought rm 400 worth of cosmetics from my cousin's fiancee.. she is selling cosmetics online in ebay.. she shipping them in directly from taiwan.. many who brought her stuff give her good reviews and they even come back for more.. she even sell them to indonesian women.. anyone interested to buy can contact me.. and now let us see wat we brought..

what is this?

they are lip gloss..

blusher with...

a lot of small heart inside.. oww.. dun u think it's cute.. hehe..

the free mask she gave to me and my mom.. the silver on is mine - whitening mask.. the orange one is for above 25 yrs old women to use and tat's mean it's for my mom..

it's a Q10 mask.. if any one of u have watched ladies 1st at channel 31 astro.. they did talk about this mask and promoting it..

this is a mask too.. it's called red wine hydra mask.. ya.. it got red wine in it..

it's a blusher that u press in the other end and it'll pump the powder out.. it's very convenient.. it's in peach colour and when u applied it got some shimmering effects..

this is a eyeliner.. liquid and is ultra thin.. this brand beauty maker is kevin's brand.. one of the teacher in ladies 1st.. is selling hot in taiwan.. this are quite expensive..

flavoured sesame seeds from taiwan.. free!!

it's a herb soap from taiwan.. it can clear pimple on face and body.. my sis and i need it.. it is made from chinese herb.. so the smell will be like chinese herb.. but i can still tahan la.. hehe..

this is a liquid foundation.. it smells real good..

ever heard of seaweed sauce.. there u have it.. the seaweed sauce.. weird.. free!!

nail polishers.. a lot of them.. free!!

compact powder..

ever heard of the clarins's apple something something.. it's a pen that can make ur eye bags gone.. this is it.. a cheaper version.. guranteed safe..

cleansing mousse by kevin.. great for make up remover..

eye and lips make up remover from kevin.. free!!

this is my mom's.. i dunno wat it is..

this is a superb toner.. strongly recommended..

all of the above their price range are between rm 25 to rm 50.. it's very affordable.. if any of u interested in any of the product.. just ask.. i'll explain further.. coz.. now i onlt mentioned them briefly..

opps.. i forgot to mention i went back on wednesday and came back on thursday..

on thursday.. i fall sick.. i have sore throat and a bit of fever.. i did consult a doctor there.. tat doctor is funny.. hehe.. but my point is.. i cant eat anything that are fried or bake.. so my breakfast and lunch are a bit let down..

they take us to eat dim sum in the morning.. i got so much deep fried dim sum tat i wanted to eat.. *sob sob* staring st them over the table wacthing others munch on them.. *cry cry* but one thing great is u can eat jelly when u're having sore throat.. yeah!! having jelly for breakfast.. it's a very very very very rare thing tat happen to me.. my mom never let me touch cold food in the morning.. she say cold food make ur tummy rumbles.. haha..

then.. my lunch.. my lunch is unspeakable cheap.. it's only rm 2.80 for a bowl of fish ball mee.. it tasted ok.. but wat i really long for is my mom's lunch.. she's having zhu cheong fun.. not ur typical zhu cheong fun.. this one dun have sweet sauce and curry.. the sauce is cair mushroom sauce with sambal and friend onion on top and pair with yong tau fu.. yummy.. i steal a bit or two from her plate when she's not looking.. hehe..

the end..

Tempura Prawns..

2007-04-24T19:13:00.000+08:00

today.. my baby.. keat made tempura prawns.. he cant wait to open the breadcrumbs and try deep frying tempura.. like a child cant wait to try out his new toy.. his tempura prawns were pretty good.. although some were dark brown.. not golden brown.. hehe.. but overall it was pretty tasty..

today went out to island cafe for munz and keat's lunch.. i ate mine at home.. not much money left for me to spend as it's nearing the end of the month..

there were a lot of school children there.. celebrating birthday or whatever.. noisy.. they're only form 3.. coz they have the same name tag colour as my sis.. so i know.. dun doubt me.. =.=

think back.. when i'm in form 3.. i dun even dare to go to kfc, at first.. haha.. then.. more and more daring.. rebellious.. haha.. it's was so much fun last time.. last time there was only kfc in the area for us to lepak.. when it's friday kfc will packed with students our school, morning and afternoon section.. like a mini canteen there.. haha..

but tat was the old time.. sigh..

Wild Hogs!!

2007-04-23T19:02:00.000+08:00

went out to movie with keat.. watched wild hogs..

a comedy.. funny..it's about four middle-aged men trying to revive their life.. so they went on an road trip with their bikes..

then went to jaya jusco supermarket to buy some stuff.. we brought japanese curry.. going to cook it this few days.. and breadcrumbs to make tempura prawns..

This Is Going To Be Long

2007-04-22T13:49:00.000+08:00

This is how the story goes..

last wednesday munz sms me.. saying she got some good charlotte passes from mail.. and she think she won it.. i was so so so so excited.. tat time i was at keat's house going to bake cookies.. tat is how i have the chance to go to concert.. my 1st ever concert.. *paiseh* rock concert.. yeah me.. freaking excited.. hehe..

there.. the passes.. there are 4.. hehe.. i know u're jealous.. lalala.. i got to go to concert.. lalala.. Mtv Live.. lalala..

apparently the venue is at....-->> bukit jalil stadium CAR PARK A.. a rain or shine event.. if rain, i'm dead.. but apart from that, i'm pretty exciting.. oh, i mentioned it d.. haha.. juz want u to feel my exciting-ness..

then came Thursday.. as i start my day late as usual.. the 1st task of the day is to fetch sis home.. suddenly, out of nowhere.. my phone rings.. there came a familiar voice.. ''wanna watch 23 starring jim carrey" the little voice (LV) in my head say," wat?! never heard of it.." then i ask," a comedy?" she said," a trailer.." i asked," a trailer?" she said, " ya, a thriller.." LV:" this is confusing.." by the way.. "she" is munz.. she likes to do things last minutes sometimes.. so we watch this..
pretty paranoid i say.. this movie will make u think, make u wonder.. go watch it.. expect the unexpected from jim carrey.. and for your information.. my birth date add up 23.. 12/29.. 12+2+9=23.. freaky ya? keke..

tat was thursday.. so.. now are friday.. eat lunch as u can see in my last post.. coz i blog in midnight so.. the date move forward again.. hope i'm not confusing u guys.. hehe.. confused confused confused.. kakaka.. .. .. .. .. .. .. i think i have to stop these SS (syok sendiri) attitude.. swt.. u guys must be wondering, y i din bog about the good charlotte ticket tat i'm soo freaking excited with.. it is bcoz... i dunwan to create tickets-snatching-people-hating-chaos.. and here i want to say sorry sincerely from the bottom of my heart to mafias.. supposedly i can go to pasar malam and yam cha.. but i lied... hehe.. w1.. i said i going to have dinner with family.. sorry eh.. w1..

woo hoo.. finally.. the saturday.. the freaking exciting saturday.. woke up early to have breakfast with keat at oug, supposed to eat pork me.. the famous one.. but there are no seats.. so went to eat wan tan mee instead.. sad sad.. bump into kha liang.. i think i misspell it.. ah.. nvm.. after ta bao for my sis (p/s she demand a lot of stuff..) and laze around the house.. then i went out to salon with yenz.. she's going to cut hair and i'm doing treatment.. then munz came.. munz do treatment oso.. then go island cafe, munz and yen eat their lunch.. then around 330 went home.. reach home at 4.. jeff said he going to pick me up at 5.. so it's kinda rush.. i need to bath iron clothes and eat in 1 hour.. rush like crazy.. i usually used up half an hour to bath.. luckily for me.. the salon washed my hair.. so i need not to wash again.. only used 10 minutes to finish.. yeah me.. wow.. come to think of that.. my hair need a lot of time to be washed.. swt.. i spend a lot of time deciding i'm going to wear long pants or short pants.. and tat munz keep changing her mind at the last mins.. made me late d.. ya.. you.. keke.. so.. i have to ask jeff to give me 10 minz to eat my lunch/dinner.. at tat time he said he's not fetching me.. his friend are.. this made me even rush.. cant have a stranger wait for me right? It's going to ruin my 1st impression..

ok.. went down at 515pm.. get in the car.. met him.. before tat i thought it's going to be a girl.. Jeff's friend called ah fai.. went to sri petaling kopitiam have dinner.. the 4 of us.. ah fai and i din eat.. oh ya.. bump into Ronald there.. ah fai knows him.. he knows a lot of people from our school..

go to bukit jalil around 615.. we thought it's early.. oh no.... the line was sooooooooooo long. . reaching the end of the line is like walking in a big oval.. there are many behind us.. apparently.. many have the free passes.. apparently.. all the passes are free.. some even get it at their college..

we are in the line.. the loooong line.. tat's ju-on is me by the way.. keke..

taking a nice pic before the sweat ruin my hair..

right after the entrance, there's a big poster of GC.. so we decided again take pics 1st then only go in to squeeze with the crowd..

this is taken the minute we inside the tightly fenced car park.. u can see tat there are not much people there.. as there are still many outside the entrance..

in the crowd before the concert start..

in the crowd after the concert start.. notice my hair.. T_T not nice with sweat..

yellowish.. hehe..

after the concert sitting by the street to rest..

after the concert..

after the passes collector rip my pass into two.. i only have pics to remember.. so i kept this thingy tat wrap around my fist.. as a souvenir.. keke..

Start blogging again

2007-04-21T01:49:00.000+08:00

Hi all, I am back from ''blog-free holiday'' and are working on my blog again.. being pressure by my ''bosses'' are still bearable until recently the bugging become unbearable.. wondering who're my bosses? go to my chat box and read.. the one who say mushroom mushroom and fatt mou fatt mou.. yup.. both of them.. keke..

those of u who are wondering what i'm doing lately.. i'm doing nothing.. unless you think fetching your little sister home is a job.. and baking cookies.. and vacuuming.. and talking on the phone.. and watching movie in cinema.. and shopping.. and eating lunch, dinner (i skipped breakfast).. and last but not least day dreaming.. haha..

my life are not really juz tat.. a lot happen in between these few months.. many moments.. and car accidentS.. lazy to talk about it.. but u'll get to know it a little by a little.. better still u can ask me.. keke..

go to my flickr.. i uploaded some photos.. if u are in my photos u can steal it.. if u're not, keep ur hands off my photos!! here's the url.. http://www.flickr.com/photos/pinksoul_cindee/

well.. my brain stuck.. must be all the distraction (michele and yiu sing msg-ing me).. *excuse excuse excuse* very tired d.. i think i juz post some photos and go to sleep la..

went to sri petaling capri dessert eat lunch with munz and yen.. gossiping a lot.. and they both keep attacking me with words with no reasons at all.. hmm.. am i too weak in words.. but u 2 wait.. i'll get both of u some days.. *mind wandering off again..*

my food, marmite chicken with rice.. u can see tat i bite off a bit of the cracker.. keke..

mun'z food.. a lot of colour right? i thought is vegetarian until she showed me the meat.. is white and covered with white sauce..

yen's food.. korea spicy mee.. it's juz korea maggi mee with seafood in it la.. not very good.. only one word to describe it.. --> HOT!!

New Blog!!

2007-01-20T22:39:00.000+08:00

Hi all.. my long waited blog is finally done.. there are a lot of effort put inside especially the times i fght for the computer with my sister.. haha.. but it's all worth well.. happy new year guys.. kinda late, i know.. but nevertheless HAPPY NEW YEAR!!
Wat i'm doing right now? Are u working? Nope.. i am a part time indonesian maid cum driver to my mum and sis(yeah, sis can order me).. but most of the times i'm in the kitchen doing experiments or glued my ass in front of the tv.. sucky..? i know.. that's y i am officially desperately finding jobs that i know where's the place is.. and tat limited.. sad.. many things happen after my stpm.. especially chritmas till now.. there's never been a dull day.. u name one day and i tell u wat's happen on tat day.. not bad.. dun u think? hehe..
Around these time.. i've been thinking.. thinking of my friends who are soon going overseas to further their studies.. i know some of u have much much experience on this subject than me.. but i've been thinking.. will they remember me if i ever lost contact of them? i have taken a wrong step in life and i lost a dear friend , a close friend i must say.. but.. will they remember me? been reading a lot of parting story like this by chance this few days, it's made me sad that couple have to break up juz because one of them are in overseas.. long distance lover is suffering i know, but.. but.. (no words came out.. aka speechless)
well.. to those who will and soon to be furthering their studies abroad.. juz one SMALL reminder.. REMEMBER ME!

Ohh yeah.. did u guys read about ebay in newspaper.. after reading tat i went to ebay and check it out.. i have an account there.. but.. emm.. i din use it d.. kinda slow in these things.. especially the pay pal thingy.. anyone who is kind enough to show me? hehe.. excited!!!